For the first time in a long time I wasn’t a complete headcase

Hi all,

I have returned from my bestie’s hen party.

And it was absolutely great.

I did get ‘tipsy’ quite quickly and for some reason started talking about my star wars phone, I can’t even remember why now, but I was fine.

I still felt a bit of ‘will all these cool, beautiful, profession ladies think I’m a weirdo?’ but that was at my old base level of insecurity, the sort of insecurity everyone has when meeting new/unfamiliar people.

Yesterday I took two of the new anxiety pills, but today whilst I was still there I didn’t take any.

It was all lovely. I was (by my standards) chatty and jokey.

I feel like I may have found what works for me.