I can’t shake the feeling that things are going to get worse before they get better.
I find it difficult to cope with ‘good’ so I don’t know how I can proceed.
The boy and I have had stressful days today and as a result have been sulky and uncommunicative towards each other.
Whereas before when I took an anti anxiety pill it would make me feel like superwoman, now I barely feel ‘alright’.
I don’t know how much of this is due to my hormones. I don’t know how much of this is due to a stressful new job. All I know is I am not ok.