The sunlight bleaches my skin.

Once again I am away. It is the Wedding tomorrow of my best friend. Wasn’t that a film?

Weddings strike me as being something that are currently far removed from my reality. It’s not that I am questioning whether they exist or not. It’s more the idea of me being able to cope socially with a wedding of my own is like dreaming about going to the moon. It’s not technically impossible, but it’s unlikely to happen.

Things can change.

Today was a good day. Today was PAY DAY!!!!!!

It was a nice bumped up pay packet from working 6 weeks of a new job, so I was able to make a very generous payment to the boy so now the debt is less than half what it was. It will be vanquished in three paydays time.

I plan on doing nothing but drinking gin and dancing for the next two days so I will see you on Monday where I pray my post is ‘Totally had fun’ and not ‘So I got socially anxious again….’

Published by flodebtfreediary

Hello, I write about food, debt, saving money, mental health and social anxiety.

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