Today I had my initial consultation with Mind.
It was good but I was left with more things to deliberate over.
My anxiety is picking up again. I seem to have left the uncontrollable crying stage behind, but I am still scared and panicky about the next steps.
Whenever I get like this my instinct is to tackle my debt, smash it in whatever way I can, so that I can feel like I have done some good.
My credit card and overdraft debt stands at:
£4756.99
Naturally that £6.99 is annoying me, so I may just take that off a credit card.
I am also desperate to throw some money at my overdraft.
BUT I don’t know what my income this month will be like, so I can’t throw much at my debts until I know for sure.
I am scared and not sure what to do. I am even considering selling all my books!