In Sickness and In Health

I have been ill since Tuesday, as in called in sick for work ill. Something I haven’t done for nearly 8 weeks, which I was feeling so proud of. That’s not to say I haven’t been ill during that time, because I have. I had a cold, a real humdinger of one. Then there were …

I Don’t Care (In a Good Way)

I am pretty sure someone I work with doesn’t like me. He has seemed a bit off with me for a while. The old Flo would have been agonising over this. The old Flo would have been crawling the walls with worry and anxiety. I would be going over and over again every exchange we …

I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream

(By the way you should totally read the short story the title of this post comes from, but I must warn you, it is a brilliant story, but it is also one of the most depressing things you will ever read) Today was not a good day. I was overcome with despair. I haven’t been …

I have the self esteem of a grape, easily crushed

Today I had it confirmed that my contract isn’t going to be extended. I left work early to focus on a job application, but my heart isn’t in it. I have lost all confidence in my abilities to work. I said to the boy ‘See, I told you I’d lose my job, you didn’t believe …

Guys, It’s Time To Tell You Something

I currently feel quite good. Which is odd. Because my contract at work is unlikely to be extended. I could soon be out of a job. I am in limbo. I may be unemployed soon. I have £1.15 in my savings account. (Christmas) WINTER IS COMING! All my hard work in cracking my debt, paying back …