My Worst Moments of Anxiety #3 Graduation Day

#3 Newport, Wales, UK 2011 I have a habit of getting extremely anxious at big social gatherings which are supposed to be happy occasions. It is primarily for this reason that I fear having a big wedding and instead hope to have a small one. In general I had poor mental health whilst at University. […]

The marked difference between a calm and anxious mind

CUSTOMER SERVICE SITUATION (Where I have to talk to people) Anxious Mind Oh crap, I have to talk to someone. I wish I had the power of invisibility. Is it too late to hide under the desk? I pray that they just want to know where the nearest bathroom is and not anything more complex […]

My Worst Moments of Anxiety #4 PROM NIGHT

#4  WEST SUSSEX, ENGLAND 2005 In 2005 I was 16 and doing my GCSEs. I had learnt how to straighten my hair without burning my ear and I was going out with my first boyfriend. Things were going great. Not. I have struggled with depression, anxiety and mental health I would say since I was […]

Flip It

At the weekend I was chatting to my boyfriend. It was about my social anxiety. I was saying how in 2015 my biggest problem was the fact I was a financial hell mouth and somehow haemorrhaged money each month (each day would be more accurate) and felt like a bottom feeder living off my boyfriend. […]

My Worst Moments of Anxiety # 5

Whilst I am usually in a state of mild anxiety, there have been 5 defining moments in my life where my anxiety reached monumental heights and really buggered things up. #5 PARIS, FRANCE 2010 When I was in University most of my closest friends were doing one of the Photography courses whereas I did Film. […]