I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream

(By the way you should totally read the short story the title of this post comes from, but I must warn you, it is a brilliant story, but it is also one of the most depressing things you will ever read) Today was not a good day. I was overcome with despair. I haven’t been …

Let’s Not Get Too Excited 2

Further developments. I have been reading a book from the local Library called ‘Mad Diet’ by Suzanne Lockhart, and in case you can’t tell from the title it’s about what to do if you are both mad and fat. (Like me). She talks about how depression can be linked to deficiencies in certain vitamins and …

Let’s Not Get Too Excited

I had my counselling session and as I was walking home an interesting thing happened. I was about to turn round a bend tightly, and there were people heading in my direction and people walking in a different direction, but we were all going to cross paths. Which we did, and I had to do …

Back in My Dark State of Mind

Yesterday the boy and I went out with friends to say goodbye to one of our old drinking haunts in the city we all went to University at as it was moving location. All was going fine, we had a seat for each of us at a big table, we arrived early, there weren’t many …

The Big Issues

The thing about my anxiety was it was very much rooted in the everyday, the small things of life, my narrow view of focus on the world. Such as my personal finances, losing weight, caring for my friends and family. But as the world turns I am finding that along with worrying about everything in …